Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Songs that I post...

Some might think that the songs I post here have no meaning...but think again, I don't do stuff that has no meaning.

So the songs I post have meanings, just take your time to decipher it.

Think slowly, ask me and I might tell you.

Besides the performances videos, the songs all have meanings, especially those with lyrics.

Take your time to enjoy the songs. ^^v

光良

HIS SONGS ARE DAMN NICE AND PLEASANT TO THE EARS!!!!!










Saturday, May 28, 2011

Content



怎麼去擁有 一道彩虹
怎麼去擁抱 一夏天的風
天上的星星 笑地上的人
總是不能懂 不能覺得足夠

如果我愛上 你的笑容
要怎麼收藏 要怎麼擁有
如果你快樂 不是為我
會不會放手 其實才是擁有

當一陣風吹來 風箏飛上天空
為了你而祈禱 而祝福 而感動
終於你身影 消失在人海盡頭
才發現 笑著哭 最痛

那天你和我 那個山丘
那樣的唱著 那一年的歌
那樣的回憶 那麼足夠
足夠我天天 都品嚐著寂寞

當一陣風吹來 風箏飛上天空
為了你而祈禱 而祝福 而感動
終於你身影 消失在人海盡頭
才發現 笑著哭 最痛

當一陣風吹來 風箏飛上天空
為了你而祈禱 而祝福 而感動
終於你身影 消失在人海盡頭
才發現 笑著哭 最痛

如果我愛上 你的笑容
要怎麼收藏 要怎麼擁有
如果你快樂 不是為我
會不會放手 其實才是擁有

知足的快樂 叫我忍受心痛

知足的快樂 叫我忍受心痛


I've got no idea why but this songs is pulling at my heart's strings D:
It seems to be telling me something that I need to do!

Guess it's just telling me to be content with what I have

What the HELLLL~ is wrong with me!!!!!
Why can't my mind decide on things?
Will my mind just come to a conclusion fast?

the way you behave and all will not do anything to prevent me from sinking deeper...

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Pissed...

NOT SAYING MUCH!!!! JUST F-ING PISSED WITH SOMEONE WHO SHLD BE DOING EVERYTHING!!!

NOT ME!!!!!!

PISSED PISSED PISSED PISSED!!!!!!!

CANT SCOLD HERE COZ THIS BLOG IS CLEAN!!!!

NEED TO LET IT OUT BUT NOWHERE TO...

AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY ARE YOU SOOOOO SELFISH!!!!!! WANT TO BE FISHMONGER ISIT!!!!! BITCH!!!!!

Sunday, May 22, 2011

I Think...



[Shane:]
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find

[Mark:]
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

[All (Shane lead):]
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? ([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go?

[Bryan:]
Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

[Shane:]
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ?

[Shane:]
If I let you go ooooh baby
Ooooooooohhhhh

[Bryan:]
Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
Ooooooooohhhhh

[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
([Mark:] close to me)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
([Bryan:] if I let you go?)
But if I let you go I will never know
([Mark:] oh baby)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ?

Can't make up my mind :/
why why why am i always so indecisive...
why do i always think back into the past...
what would happen in the future?
i really can't bear to think about it :/

you may think you know but i'm always very indecisive

Thursday, May 19, 2011

...



What can I say?

Void that cant be filled :/

song from the VJCO video

wonder when i'll sort out my thoughts...

hope it's soon...

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

The End?

Yesterday was Vhapsody 2011. It marks the end of my Chinese Orchestra journey...for now that is.

Still remember clearly how my life is CO began.

But oh well. All good things have to end right? Whether we want it to end or not.

During these past year I've really enjoyed myself in this CO, in VJCO!!!

Even though I've had many problems to struggle with, I;m glad that there was always someone there to lead me back to the right path or simply just to hear me rant.

I've made friends. Friends that I won't say will last me through my life. But they are definitely friends that I know will be willing to hear me rant, willing to help me through my tough times. Some of them I barely know for 6 months but I think they know more about me than I about them.

I hope that these people will remain with me throughout my life, and WE MUST STILL KEEP IN CONTACT!!!!

I know that this is definitely not the end of CO for me...It's merely just a break... ^^

Sunday, May 15, 2011

关怀方式



juz felt that i had to post this after seeing this on someone's blog :/

makes me feel a tinge of pain...a wringing of my heart is felt as i listen to this song...

I wonder why?

Selflessness

I am willing to sacrifice myself just to make everyone happy. INCLUDING YOU.

All you have to do is ask.

I am willing to sacrifice myself and be the one that gets hurt.

I rather it not be you that gets hurt.

Selflessness is not something that one can easily say or do...

I am willing to give up everything to make you feel better.

Don't be reckless...make the right choice and be rational!!!

No one else can help you except yourself unless you remain rational!!!

Monday, May 9, 2011

Cheering up? NEVER!!!

I feel sooo soooo soooo soooo F-ing guilty. like seriously.....

totally at a loss now that the shit is all over...

it's funny how i always cheer people up when they are down...

i just hope that there will someone who will be there to cheer me up...someone close like a friend

i just hope that i can cheer up and get over this...

but as the title suggests...it seems impossible D: its gonna be for life

im gonna feel damn guilty for my whole life!!!

this last SYF in my whole life and it ends up like this

to all VJCO members out there, i'm sorry...it's all my fault that it turned out this way today.

looks like whatever that anyone says will not help me now

its over

Friday, May 6, 2011

So Pretty & Cute!!!!

LOVE YOU FOREVER & EVER & EVER!!!!! LOVE YOONA

DO NOT...

DO NOT EVER EVER INCUR MY WRATH!!!!

DO NOT TRY ANYTHING FUNNY BEHIND MY BACK AND ALSO TO THOSE AROUND ME!!!

I WILL KNOW!!!!

IF YOU EVER EVER DO, THEN MAY I WISH YOU GOOD LUCK BECAUSE YOUR LIFE IS OVER!!!


that's all i have to say to the people that are trying to be funny and ruining people's life.

you might argue that what i've heard or seen is biased. but rest assured i have eyes and ears and i can tell right from wrong

so don't even think about trying anything funny if not...

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

I think I still like you



this is all i have to say today >< wonder when i can be free again ^^v