Run Devil Run

i know this a bit late :)

Mood Swings

walking to bus stop this morning to go to school. playlist on shuffle, to this song



Sudenly emo!!! plus it was drizzling then the rain was falling on me, as i walked to the bus stop. my pace slowed down, as i walked slowly, thinking about stuff.

due to this song YOU came to my mind, that split second thought flashed in my mind

suddenly felt emo D: haiz...

now oso feeling the same way







emo in progress...

Song that made me cry

~sobs~



this might be one of the songs that i would like to arrange for CO :)



another on to arrange!!!



another one!!!!

Arranging a Song

I think this is cool!!! coz its like kpop song all the way plus medley!!!!, feel like doing it!!!!!

Regret & Dilemma

J1 Orientation today >< went to see the OGL walk-in. Looking at them, I kind of regretted not signing up for OGL last year. The reason?

Asked my teacher she suggested not to, then also has SNYO probable practices which in the end I didnt get to play for that concert.

Looking back, I kind of regret that I have the sort of issues with making decisions. like i always cant decide on what to do and stuff.

OH well...life's like that.

haha facing another dilemma again!!!! D: Snyo' back in my life, together with CO practices that clash!!!! I dun kno what to do at all lor. D: like do this but not that always will end up hurting myself.

haiz.....i tink i should jus live life one day at a time already lor D: haiz....

sighing off...emo penguin

My Birthday & my 100TH post!!!!

so it is coincident that my 100th post is my birthday post too. didnt plan that and had no idea till i saw the number of posts i had >< haha

so its my 18th already!!! hahah means can go buy alcohol already!!!!

family guy moment



its freaking epic!!!!

oh and i received my favourite gift from SNSD and oso xuan ming and fabian. not forgetting jasmine koh who gt me sth to mak me feel less emo!!!

hahah, here's SNSD's GIFT!!!!!

Family Guy Moments that makes me forget my emo-ness

Depressed & Shattered

Why must something come spoil my beautiful wonderland? WHY! WHY! WHY!!!!!!!

Feeling emo and sad again.

I tink I am getting depression with all the suicidal thoughts and feeling emo and like a loner.

my own world is collapsing in my own hands and in others' hands too. i seem to be keeping to myself more often now. i guess i will be alone nxt time.

cold lonely depressed and rooting in a corner.

its like no amount of kpop or yoona or happy things will be able to cheer me up.

just hope that tis doesnt last long else i'll really die and rot in a corner of my own dark world now.

told someone to listen to this, mayb i shld be listening to it myself.



maybe this will help me too



kpop should be able to help a teeny weeny bit



with my yoona!!!



going to rot and die now!!!! signing off D: bye

-i really wish i were in heaven-

birthday wish(es)

dad fell sick yesterday D: hope he gets better soon

anyway, cooked dinner with my bro!!! spaghetti with mushrooms and herb sauce!!! it was great :) took photos of it will post them on facebook :) so if you are reading this it most probably means you have my facebook too. :)

so birthday coming soon :) its in 2 weeks time :0 which will mean that i'll b eighteen!!!

want a lot of stuff for this eighteenth birthday coz it means that i'll be going to the army soon. i oso can go take drving lessons already!!!!

want a lot of stuff so if u going to give me presents please give something that i'll like :) hopefully i receive something to do with GIRLS' GENERATION or kpop. stuff toys r welcome too :) haha :D

but wat i realli wan is a poster of YOONA!!!!!!!!!

yoona~~~~~~ >< ahhhhhhhh!!!!

First Dream of the Year

so had this dream on New Year's Day...yup...01/01/2011. woke up after it ended and typed it into my hand phone. it's 6 sms long D:

here goes:

it started in Catholic High. felt sick like i was the past few days back. i mean before the new year when i had high temperatures and flu and denaturing enzymes fried brain. kk back to the main topic.

so wasn't feeling too well but forced myself to go for assembly coz it was important. went backstage to hide and decided to sleep at the side of the stage behind the curtains under some tables.

end of assembly came and it so happened that they were going to read out the names of people who didn't go for assembly. besides that edison had warned me before hand that i shouldn't be sleeping behind. but i told him its okay. so my name got called since i wasn't seen during assembly. i had to go find the teacher for punishment.

so after everyone left, i went to find her (not going to name her), she asked for my parents phone number. so i gave her my mum's number since my dad cant be contacted when he's working. so she asked why? you kidding me isit? i didn't say anything.

then she was using my yellow highlighter pen to write stuff down in bright yellow. so she asked where i gt it from. so i said i bought it. she asked using whose money. i said my own. and she pressed on asking from who. i told her my own money when i was working.

suddenly, she changed into a male trainee teacher, who was dressed in school uniform (don't wan to mention here) and it was beside the classrooms. enzon was sitting in one of the classroom. while me and the teacher were quarreling, which of us threatening to send the other out of school. enzon began taunting the teacher to hit/whack me. so the teacher pushed me and i was on the floor. we started fighting.enzon came out by the back door to help me, only to get punched in the face by both me and the teacher as soon as the door opened.i took this chance to pounce on the teacher and punched him, causing him to bleed with just ONE punch.

then i woke up only to find that i was on my bolster and was punching it. >< haha

this shows how violent i can get people!!!! ^^