teacher's day

ok, teacher's day at vj is lik any typical cat high one...boring, with one climax...

well...not really >< vj had many vids (: which were entertaining :D (nt lik cat high, onli one vid D:) haha =D

went bac to cat high with the other '"gentlemen" in VJ. (: haha, filled one whole bus >< realli missed those days nw :'( managed to remember those days, 88 with brandon and joseph, walking to n fro j8 with xuan ming (: haha

talked to some teachers (: mrs yeo!!! haha. then ms saras and also mr edmund yong (: remembering the old times and of course talking abt juniors (:

didnt realli talked to mr tan, but oh well at least managed to sae hi to him (:

sad tt i didnt manage to see long lao shi, and huang lao shi, they made me love chinese!!! haha gt to find a chance to talk to them soon (:

ok. tats all for 2dy, gtg study liao, promos approaching liao D:

Goodbye?

This song's kinda old, but still it was my favourite when i was in sec 4 (:
posting this coz this song makes me feel like crying everytime i watch the mv, likie how i feel nw...

it has a touching storyline, sort of something that will make one ponder about it.



the eng lyrics (ps, the lyrics dun match, but the actual ones are below):

hello, how are are you?
is your face still cute like before..
pouring out my late regards and my late farewells, i write..

i wonder if you’ll simply ask me why it’s a letter
when messages on mini homepages are more common
firmly, i pick up my pen.. just in case i can’t convey my heart
i feel like i can’t do this any other way
it was really hard. when i loved you,
nothing happened the way i wanted it to
i keep promising myself to stop bothering you
even though i wait until death, you won’t come

goodbye, my love. i’ll let you go now.
the remembrances and the memories, i’ll forget them all
i’ll erase and erase and empty out every drop of love
from my heart

one time, just one more time, if i am to see you again, how nice would that be..
this lingering attachment, these tears, i’ll erase everything

the saying that as the bodies grow farther apart,the heart grows further apart as well
is of no use to me, it’s all lies
everyday, i become more and more worn out.. i’m sorry for causing you trouble
everyday, i ask myself, “can’t we go back”
even if i wring out my distressed heart and cry out, you can’t hear
now,at the end of our memories, after i’ve realized our separation,
i’ll let you go from my heart.. goodbye

goodbye, my love. i’ll let you go now.
the remembrances and the memories, i’ll forget them all
i’ll erase and erase and empty out every drop of love
from my heart

i thought i would forget you as time goes by
but you keep finding your way into my heart again and again

i can’t.. i can’t let go of my love
i have to forget you, you
no matter how much i try to erase
i guess you’re the only one for me
i’m sorry

don't know why, but the lyrics seem to awaken something in me, maybe it's time i let go and forget about something ): but how to? when the last verse says that its hard to erase.

Wedding dress

so i decided to post tis aft fabian let me listen to the eng version, and also aft how my mp3, played wedding dres for lik THREE times, while on shuffle.

ok, so there are two versions of the song wedding dress in eng (:

so which do u guys prefer? the taeyang one, or the other?

New Songs

ok...so i didnt really wanted to post any vids frm music core, coz tmr nite is korean incheon wave fest alr (: YIPPEE!!!!!

so here are new songs that have came out over the week (:

Wheesung - Realslow is Back


SISTAR - Shady Girl


Not forgetting IRIS 2 aka Athena OST

Park Hyo Shin - I Love You

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HEY guys!!!! did nt post last week coz, there wasnt much ><

ok so tis week gt nt say a lot. but still have. haha. coz there are new songs from sistar, narsha and G.NA!!!! ENJOY (:

here they are (:







P.S. G.NA looks different, I tink she looks better here :P

ok the others,

Over with the week (:

Yup yup, the week is over. haha. Rough week indeed. >< (it's not what you think).

So, finished econs critique, and also WR. wats left is to finish up EOM (again)D: and then oso complete the bio e-assessment, which slipped my mind.

So things that really made me HIGH & HAPPY!!!!
1) KPOP NIGHT ON 23 OCT (when the news was released)
2) SNSD's MV for GENIE in jap =D
3) SPA'S OVER?
4) Started mugging

so as the week closes on a high note, it's time for me to sit down and ponder over the happenings that took place. Be it good or bad. Hope that I will not revert back to that EMO self...(bet you didnt know that I have one).

urge to post this

particularly like the ending lyrics:
I'll wait till I die,
So, no matter what you say, I'll be waiting
I'll come back tomorrow, I'll come back tomorrow

SPA

ok...it's not what you think it is...haha.

It's the A levels SPA...and tomorrow is bio, thurs chem...getting nervousy nw....haha

so no posts for tmr...

Think I m going to go on 1 week mc again...haha...

super busy lor.

lists of stuff due:
- EoM
- Econs critique
- WR
- Chem lecture test
- LOTS & LOTS OF TUTORIALS!!!!!

gng to die soon....

zzz...but i must perservere...

haha..ok gtg...nd do EoM...

'life's never fair, nothing ever goes the way you want it to'

Down D':

Don't know why, but been feeling out of sorts these days...just not being myself...

reminded of a k-drama that I watched during my sec 3 days, about a really really sad love that really couldn't be allowed...particularly like one of the OSTs, so here it is...its a bitt sad though...-sobs- feeling this way...WHY?????

Long Time...

Okay. It's been about a week since I lasted posted. Oh well, life's been pretty normal with nothing much to post, except for the occasional longing or the dreadful feeling coming into me.

Haha. I don't know why, but, recently, I tend to get this funny feeling that something bad will happen. And it's always before I sleep. D:

Anyway, recently, many of my friends have been talking about taking the FIRST step. HAHA. I don't know what their first step is. But for me, I think that I should be the one taking it. I have taken it many times, but the outcomes were different. AND IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK IT IS. haha.

First steps are there to allow you to start doing work, to get you rolling. SO just take it!!! haha. ><

ok...promos in less then 35 days!!!!! Going to die if I don't start NOW!!!

Gonna work hard for just this month or so... MUST PASS ALL SUBJECTS!!!!!!!! (i doubt it is possible. D:)

not gonna blog as often...-sobs-

HAHA that's all for now, need to melt the cold war at home D: hope to post soon. (:

The True Meaning of Like (to me)

I have heard from others and from my own mouth that liking someone is to actually be able to make the other party happy, regardless of whether he/she tells you to go away.

I feel that sometimes, going away from someone is actually to really let the person live their own lives, and not interfere, unless they want you to.

So to me, I feel that the true meaning of like, is to actually ensure that the other party is to actually ensure that the person is happy. Also, is to accept the person, regardless of how 'ugly' they are, or what sides they have shown to you.

So, a question to ponder for myself, and to you all.

Are you really liking someone? Or is it just a moment of impulse?

Liking a person? Or not?

These two months have been a really tiring journey for my heart and mind. They have been through much, but luckily, they have recovered, though not fully healed. I wonder when they will heal. zzz...

I know I may seem fickle to some, but really, I know my heart better than anyone else. So, don't comment if you think you know me. I sometimes which that I could be less fickle but really, how can one stop himself/herself from doing something.

I remember what someone told me about someone liking another person, thinking that the reason is because he/she was present during a certain period of their lives. Thinking about it, I have come to wondered if this was happening to me.

However, someone told me that I should wait. I know I should wait, but how long? waiting is a painful process. But I know that this time, I really have to wait.

So, hopefully, I can achieve something from waiting. Hope that I can wait long enough to confirm with myself.

Courage or Anything

Ok. So I finally did it. I finally ask for something and got it. I have deliberated for 2 months plus. I was really afraid to not get an answer, or even rejected. I think only one person knows what I am talking about. Or maybe 2. Thanks for giving me the answer to the question. (:

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Comeback Stage

Monday or Thursday

SO, today was like the replacement day for Monday, since we missed much of the lessons on Monday. so ya, was enjoying PE, besides the 'circuits' haha. but they will help in the long term though.

played softball...total failure, missed all three balls, and was striked out. lucky I made up for it by getting the third person of the opposing team out. hah :)

anyway, was just looking through kpop news, and two groups made comebacks, with a new group debut. haha anyway, preferred the comeback by Secret over Rainbow, so here is Madonna by Secret. Enjoy! (:

Quizzes that somewhat show who I really am

ok. havn't posted for quite a while. 2 days? haha. anyway, yesterday was a day of mixed emotions for me. haha.

morning was spent going for the YOG run past, which somehow, made me feel proud that Singapore is the host nation, despite me thinking otherwise.

afternoon or late evening was the turning point. haha. felt bored while doing EOM, so went to Facebook to do some quizzes, with some results being shockingly true. haha.

here they are:

What is your Horoscope/ Zodiac Sign Meaning?
Result: Aquarius - The Water Bearer
Often simple and unassuming, the Aquarian goes about accomplishing goals in a quiet, often unorthodox ways. Although their methods may be unorthodox, the results for achievement are surprisingly effective. Aquarian’s will take up any cause, and are humanitarians of the ...zodiac. They are honest, loyal and highly intelligent. They are also easy going and make natural friendships. If not kept in check, the Aquarian can be prone to sloth and laziness. However, they know this about themselves, and try their best to motivate themselves to action. They are also prone to philosophical thoughts, and are often quite artistic and poetic.

What does your birthday say about you?
Result: Abstract
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensiti...ve and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

ok that's all that I can retrieve due to Facebook's limited wall posts. haha.

anyway, there are another two quizzes that i will clearly remember the results, as they are really me. haha. one is about my greatest fear, and the other has something to do with how easily i fall for something. haha.

here's a vid by davichi.

Study instead of going out (:

Was supposed to go out with my sec 4 class today. haha. ended up going out to study with xm, weeb, emer, and terie. haha.lol. (:

really glad that i actually went out to study. haha as i managed to get work done. especially the mindmap for econs test. >.<

anyway, national day is tmr. haha. gonna spend the day mugging. haha.

and to the someone who sees this. haha. please please check ur phone frm time to time. haha. gladly lik to talk to u. (:

MVs that say how i feel?

How do you try to forget something that you want to let go?

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NDP with VJCO

hey people, so today was national day celebrations in VJ. haha. Performed with VJCO, ju hua tai and sit down, i mean, stand up for singapore. haha. This is our first and also, LAST performance for national day. -sobs-

haha. anyway, really enjoyed it, photos are up on facebook. (:

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Others

The Best Run

haha.didnt go for PE today...haha...kind of sad cos we were playing softball, somewhat like baseball.

saw the best run ever. haha. someone was trying to tag a person, then ran from 2nd base all the way to home base. haha. with the hand like a waiter serving food. haha.

that person was determined to catch the runner. this somewhat should be how people should be haha. determined to reach for their goals no matter the obstacles or jokes that will take place. (:

no videos today cos this is last minute haha. =D

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Sorry that it is only three videos. 'cos I didn't really like the other groups. >.<
If You want other groups, feel free to just leave a message in the cbox. (: