Hello...

We can't break up- It's too early for separation for us
You can't just leave me like this
There's so much that I didn't say yet
Please don't leave me like this

Because it's you, I'm-
Because it was you, I-
I can't go on like this
The reason I live is only you
Please don't leave me

You are my love, my love that I long for
You're the person that used to love me
Now I can't touch you but
Will you long for me as much as I long for you?
The person that I loved crazily, hello hello

Because I loved you, I'm-
Because I really loved you, I'm-
Suffering to the point of death, to the point of death
Can you see me dying and not alive?
Please come back to me

You are my love, my love that I long for
You're the person that used to love me
Now I can't touch you but
Will you long for me as much as I long for you?
The person that I loved crazily

If it was going to end like this
If this is really the end
I want to go back to the time when we didn't know each other
If it's too late, if it's too late
I think I'll finish myself because living is too hard (x2)

Yo, listen up. This is my tragic story. Just to break into my heart. Check it.

Chorus A)

I still can't erase you
Again and again I think of you
I miss you too much
I can't sleep at night
The raindrops are knocking at my heart's window
The place that you've left
I miss it too much
I can't sleep at night

Rap2)

The view of your backside walking through the rainy path/
I can't do anything but stay
Everyday I keep regretting it, I'm sorry/ I pray
I want you to be back
I can't, I can't touch you/ I can't bear the day without you
Can't hold back the tears
again I can't forget you/ Till when will I be
like this

Chorus A)

I still can't erase you
Again and again I think of you
I miss you too much
I can't sleep at night
The raindrops are knocking at my heart's window
The place that you've left
I miss it too much
I can't sleep at night

Chorus B)

Oh tonight again, tonight again her

Rap1)

I'm thinking of you I can't sleep
/ why did I turn on this love show
Your path and mine are far apart/I was the
slave of to this love
Why did we fight why were we like this
Did you lose the sight we were in love
Why am I lost in this time I'm the fool
The one I need is you

Rap3)

Your shoulders are slumped/your sighs
break the ground under you
hitting your frustrated heart/ With two hands together
you start to pray
I understand your feelings/let's forget
the bad memories
(I'm sorry) I know how you feel/ I can't say anything but 'sorry'

Chorus A)

I still can't erase you
Again again I think of you
I miss you too much
I can't sleep at night
The raindrops are knocking at my heart's window
The place that you've left
I miss it too much
I can't sleep at night

Chorus B)

Oh tonight again, tonight again

Hook)

Y&I don't cut our ties/ don't deny our r²π
Come to me it's okay now/ We will restart everything again and again
I can't sleep at night

Chorus A)

I still can't erase you
Again and again I think of you
I miss you too much
I can't sleep at night
The raindrops are knocking at my heart's window
The place that you've left
I miss it too much
I can't sleep at night


Really really love this two songs :/
ESPECIALLY THE FIRST ONE!!!
watching the mv really made me think about how i treat my friends and all :/

farewell assembly's over
remedial programme starts tomorrow...
it's worse than my normal school day :/
hope i can find time to study and relax :/

just hoping that i can remain optimistic just as ms tee said i should be :/

Time Again

Superman!!!

Sometime I wish I were him...indestructible, so strong, so trustworthy. :/

But I guess it's just not meant to be...

I still a weakling living in this heartless world, trying to lie to myself :/



As usual...new kpop group with pwetty gurls!!!

Tia from Chocolat...the girl that appears the most in the mv ^^ hahah :D PRETTY RIGHT?!?!?!?

anyway...acting up again :/

Emo me...forever emo :/

trying hard to keep my happy self shone...

hope it works well:/

here's some ageyo from myy pretty dear (deer) YoonA ^^v



YoonA's SOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEE AND PRETTYYYYYYY!!!!!!!! v^^v

Records

I might look dumb and do dumb actions and say stupid things, but do not and i mean do not ever ever belittle me :/

anyway, i've decided that i'm gonna keep records on who i tell my secrets and my passwords to... it's written somewhere

anyway, i'm feeling like a fool hahah :/

guess u kno abotu it alr >< since u've been acting strangely :/ oh well...

i'm just a fool...easily taken advantage of... easily cheated...easily lied to...

i sometimes feel lik tissue, use and throw one side...need me again, then come and take me and use...then throw one side...

i guess that's just my life...

i should take this long break to calm myself down, clear my mind and start all over again :/ mayb that will help ^^

i hope i'm still the optimist that someone told me i should be ^^

Suddenly...

I couldn’t come up with any words.
I really did not know I’d see you again.
Somewhere buried deep inside my heart.
I have longed and ached for you.

When I turn around I see the smiling face.
The face that is always there, behind me.
This dizzy feeling keeps me up at night.
Traces of you keep me crying again.

Tell me now, how was I wrong?
Tell me now, was I lacking?

I really desired you like crazy.
I always prayed that I could see you again.
I feel as though I will die like this.
Can’t you be the one coming to me now.
Please.

I told myself I’d be fine alone.
That I could do well without you.
I tell myself this as I try to force myself to sleep.
But all I can think of are the way you speak and look.

Tell me now, how was I wrong?
Tell me now, was I lacking?

I really desired you like crazy.
I always prayed that I could see you again.
I feel as though I will die like this.
Can’t you be the one coming to me now?

I really desired you like crazy.
I always prayed that I could see you again.
I feel as though I will die like this.
Can’t you be the one coming to me now?
Please.
Please.


I wonder what's wrong with me :/
oh well...give myself some time to sort out...
talked to someone today on the way home, made me think about what i should do

Lost again....

told ms tee that i'm lost, and she told me to just focus on getting good grades then worry about the future...

i guess she's right, i should just focus on A levels first...

had talk about ct2 results...just what?! i dropped!!!!! now bottom 5% of cohort. D; it sucks...

ms chen did a good job at motivating us before telling us that we might not be able to do it :/ seriously -.-

anyway, i got the simple message that is... I SUCK!!!! :/ period D:

Emo again :/

I don't know what's wrong with me these days.

Been feeling especially high towards the end of the day...sign that i'm tired already...

I don't know what's wrong but I keep telling people stuff that I swore to keep to myself. Can't I ever keep my mouth shut?! :/

been talking less to my friends already...it seems like I'm distancing myself from lots of people. but that's just life right? like 'cause everyone's mugging so i shouldn't disturb them right? like how people deserve personal space. :/

I think it's time I start thinking about what I seriously want in life...

Clearly it's not a girlfriend and stuff...

I guess I just want to be acknowledged? or maybe just want a little love?

People always to give and not expect much...I think I've been doing too much already...it's taking its toll D: I seriously don't know what I can do now...

The future seems uncertain for me again...people go through this phase once in their life...

I've been through it once last year...today same time, one year on, I'm going through it again T_T

I feel lost, I feel lonely, I feel deprived, I feel I've let people down, I feel sad...

Maybe I really need some time off from everything...like just take a break from everything, give myself time to think...but i guess i can't do that...i've got no time :/

it's now less than 100 days to A levels and I'm not even a quarter done with revision...

TIME TO BUCK UP :/

I need motivation...I need people to keep me in check...

most importantly, i need to stop thoughts from getting to my heart and mind :/

Touching Songs

Watching Immortal Song II on KBS and saw the Immortal Classic for Boohwal...

The songs are really touching :D





I'm feeling kinda empty and sad :/ i don;t know why...

Maybe it's results, maybe it's just life...

Guess it's the time to pause and think about the future...

Had a weird passing thought about what will happen if both my parents died :/ it;s kind of disturbing but I guess it's true...it might happen one day :/

Guess I'm just tired that's why I have these random thoughts :/

Superstar

tvxqsms by juniorsweet

SNSD ^^

SNSD 4EVA!!! :D



just felt the urge to post these videos ^^ hahahah :D







YOONA <3 <3 <3 <3 <3!!!!!!!! ^^

T-ARA's new song ^^



Miss A's new mv (not the full coz the frnt part was talking)



MBLAQ's new MV

Screwed...

Don't think anyone got lower than me for Chemistry MCQ for CT2s...seriously even if you mark a single choice for all the options, still can get higher than me... (ask me if you want to know the marks)

feeling like a bloody failure now...

failure in life, failure in studies, failure in everything...

I'M A GOOD-FOR-NOTHING!!!!

seriously Gwyn Tan!!!1 WHAT ARE YOU GOOD AT?

playing? sleeping? eating? k-pop?

wonder what you can do now...

-feeling like a failure...what can I do?-