hey peeps, tmr will b the start of a new school week. D: kicking it off...is some relationship workshop... like why do we need that? lols.
kk...so i blogged coz i was feeling weird..lik gt tis urge to feel sad, then wan talk to someone but then no one to talk to (i sound lik a loner D:)even if hav, talk a bit then stop alr D: haizz....
so after some thinking through, i hav decided to just pour them here.
i realised that i am the sort of person, to run away upon getting into a rough patch. tis was clearly evident during the period of open house. i clearly escaped CO, and went to strings, flashing a MUCH MUCH BIGGER smile in strings than in CO.
i dun kno y, but i feel lik i should hav gone to strings, instead of CO...i nw hear ppl calling me a traitor...who cares peeps...u dun appreciate me, then dun bother complaining. I WOULD RATHER BE WITH PEOPLE WHO KNOW MY TRUE VALUE.
so i really really feel lik going bac to tis time las yr or mayb earlier, and making the decision once again. haiz...D: who knew life would play u around lik tis?
really really tired of this thing, hope that strings calls me to help again ^^ really really like to play for them, as bassists are IMPORTANT!!!! not lik in CO...solo also gt people wan to OUTPLAY u.
realli realli wish to shout but no place of output >< and realli...i feel tired by the strom in my heart and mind D: please just stop and calm down.
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